i am officially old ! haha

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ اَللَّهُمَّ

Alhamdullillah I'm now 23 years old :) the age that will make me grow up more and more. Alhamdulillah and thank you Allah for the opportunity You gave to me which some of my friends were not available to live this long. Alhamdulillah syukur sangat nikmat yang tak terhingga ni. so, as i grow older, i need to make sure im always on the right path as my attitude and behaviors will be supervised as an adult. thank you families, friends for the doa and wishes. thanks for praying the best for me. i will keep that in my always.

the first present i received was from Qiqi. she gave to me during the last days of our final exams. thank you so much deary Qiqi. super loving it :)

the swans are pretty and the song is definitely my favorite. you know when you get this old, you are no longer receive much attention and gifts so when you received one, you will be totally into it and it is happening to me right now. bahaha. totally engrossed . so i put the light ball beside my bed and guest what,  ada orang tu masuk bilik orang je terus play lagu and siap bukak lampu lagi even hari siang. he said he like this kind of things and totally mesmerized every time he heard Bethoven's masterpiece. 

haha ini tak boleh jadi. i must bring it along with me bila masuk semester nanti. haha so that i will keep it safe with me. thank you for this aqila ayuni. to compare this with what i gave you, mine is nothing. thanks ! nanti bukak semester kita celebrate okay :D

So enough with that. and also, i have made a brave move ever in my life. seriously i never been that brave before and i have no idea what's gotten into me. i just think that, it is the right thing to do and i must go for it first. i know the consequences later but .. i dont know if this works for you but for me, when i be frank about certain things, i will feel good about it. yeap regardless the consequence. its like i put importance on how do i feel first then, i will think how to move on. okay that is pretty brave for me. as long as im doing the right thing, i will keep praying for the best. Allah,help me find the easiest way, please ;( 

oh ya, one more thing, Mama is 23 when she met ayah ! haha what is that supposed to mean? haha okay im done here. haha guess what, malam ni terlebih rajin sebab iron baju kerja ayah untuk stok seminggu. konon je padahal iron 3 helai je. haha propa much okay ! haha terasa solehah kejap diri ini. haha. i know ayah wont say anything to me because he is the type of person who like to keep everything inside. he never say anything and he never show it. like if he's glad or proud of me, he will never show it. never. the only thing that i often see is his anger. but, i still love youuu ayah ♥

okay semakin mengarut dah haa. marilah kita tido. cuba tengok jam pukul berapa? masih awal bukan? haha tidak. dah lewat. lepas pukul 12 dah pun haaa ! marilah kita tido ! have a good night everyone. have a good days ahead too. saya tahu kita semua ada masalah haha should i start it or what? haha 

okay then,take care ~

babai ♥